Another quiz?

...yeah. I'm bored. Jacked this from Grace. ^^ ...and chi?

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: To be honest, no. But... I have a bi-friend. But... jokingly... everyone!

Best friend?: lol. uhm.... closest would be... EJ and Joanna?... but I dun wanna have one friend closer than the other =/

Understands you most?: Hahahaha. EJ and Joanna.

Who's like your second family?: uhm... iono. I dun go out much! ...it was Jordan... up until 7th grade =/

Nicest?: puha. Chianny? uhm... Joanna and EJ too. and... Morgan too...

Funniest?: ...as in who can make me laugh? uhm... everyone. I laugh too easily. I laughed when Chianny said "his pants are down" but then again... maybe I'm just perverted. =/

Sweetest?: ...is there a difference between sweet and nice? o_O

Closest?: Joanna and EJ

Weirdest?: Ahahahaha. We're all weird ones. But... I'll say Vivi.

Most Athletic?: Vivi, Chi, Megan

Best musician?: Uhm. EJ, Heather, Tiffy, Kevin? All the piano + violin players. Like.... the ones who started at super young ages... who can play multiple instruments. o_o

Last person you talked to online?: Dunno. EJ, Joanna, or Norman.

Talk to most online?: it's a tie between Joanna and EJ

Talk to most on the phone?: once again... it's a tie between Joanna and EJ ^^

Laughs the most?: Vivi? Well... iono

Best singer?: ...way back in elementary school... Nassim Alisobhani

Best dancer?: Christina Chen! hands down!

Who do you trust most?: Uhm... Joanna, EJ, and Chianny? lol... I go to Megan with a lot of my problems too. ^^;;

Who can you relate most to?: EJ and Joanna? lol. puha.

Who's house were you last at?: mine! puha. actually... I don't get out much. My grandma's!!!

Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: ...no comment... cuz you mite think of it as incest? o_O i dunno. wth kind of question is this?

Do your friends know you?: uhm... yes? o_O i think the crack got to the person who made this...

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Lives closest to you?: Heather? maybe... Raymond and Julian? lol. ppl in university hills

Lives furthest away?: lol. 2 ppl from Germany. Jordan and Jake.

Most perverted?:lol. uhmmmm. everyone!... need I name names?

Least perverted?: Vivi? she cringes at the thought of guys... or so she used to. *cough cough*

Loudest?: Joanna? (sometimes EJ... when she's in a secure environment)

Shyest?: EJ... most of the time?... depends on the environment, lol

Smartest?: Tiffy + Grace

Dumbest?: no comment.

Longest friend?: uhm. iono... i lost touch with my friend i knew from when i was 4... cuz she's in Germany. =/ let's see... I basically started out new again in 7th grade... so yeah

Newest friend?: Lol. Sherman's group of ppl? like... David, David and Koki.

Pimp?: hahaha. I'd say... Jiwei? I swear... he's always got some girl around him. ...in that case... Koki, too. xP

Pimpette?: *cough* JOANNA *cough* 7 guys in 2 yrs! lol... i really dunno.

I'm Sorry...

I realize that I've been saying "I'm sorry" a lot in the past few weeks. Mainly this past week. I should blame it on no one but myself, but like everyone else, I'll say it was stress or finals, or whatever. I've been saying sorry a lot, and I'm not doing anything about it. I should do something, but I don't know how to make things right. I've been screwing everything up with all my friends, ditching one for the other, because I feel like I need to be a good friend to all of them. But, by "being there" for one friend, makes me blow off another. I don't know what to say to this, there is nothing to say to this, except that I'm sorry. But, saying sorry doesn't make everything all right, but I don't see how I can make it better. I'm going to say sorry again, from the bottom of my heart. Tell me how I can make it right, and I will. I'm sorry.

I've hurt some of my closest friends, and I want to say sorry...
I'm sorry Joanna if I was ditching you, or blowing you off. I had to be there for someone else... but I realize now that I was ignoring you, for someone else. At school, after school at the Marketplace, at the Spectrum, and at church. I'm not saying that I favor her more than you or anything... I just don't know how to be a good friend to both of you. =/
I'm sorry David for "being bitter towards you." I was being a bad friend, if I'm even your friend. I just wanted an answer... because I don't like "losing friends"...
I'm sorry Sherman for slapping you. and... I hope we can at least talk again... the way we used to.
I'm sorry Jun for making you wait for me... and then ditching you to go to Del Taco or the Marketplace.
I'm sorry to everyone I went to the Spectrum and Marketplace with, if I blew you off, or ditched you, or whatever.
I'm sorry to everyone if I was ignoring you.

Thank you Megan for listening to my problems, and giving me advice. =]
Thank you Joanna for sticking by me, even though I've been a bitch for the past week. =]
Thank you everyone for putting up with me... if you haven't given up on me already. =/

I haven't been myself lately, and I won't blame it on anyone else but myself. Saying I'm sorry won't make everything right, but I hope it'll be the first step...

Oooh! A survey...

...cuz I'm bored. Finals are over! But... I still have glbl hwk. =/ Puha! No science fair!! xP

[Jacked this from EJ/Raymond/Rui/Dali]

STARTERS
+ date: January 28, 2005
+ time: 6:14 PM
+ name: Debbie
+ age: 14
+ birthday: May 9, 1990
+ e-mail: Nutty1withissues@gmail.com <-- plz dont spam me? Not my "main" one. xP
+ eyes: Dark brown/black
+ hair: Dark brown/black
+ height: 5' 4"
+ shoe size: 7 / 7.5?
+ who lives with you: Dad, Mom, Bro
+ when is your bedtime?: Whenever I want xP

HAVE YOU EVER...
+ flown on a plane: Yeh
+ ever been so drunk you blacked out: Hahahaha *shhhhhhh. I wont tell if you wont ;)
+ missed school because it was raining: I wish
+ told a guy/girl that you liked them?: ...bad memories
+ put a body part on fire for amusement: no. I dont like inflicting bodily pain to myself
+ had a crush on a friend's girlfriend/boyfriend: I dont think I'm that bad/mean
+ been hurt emotionally: Yeh...
+ kept a secret from everyone: who doesnt?... iono
+ wanted to hook up with a friend: yeh... I wouldnt wanna hook up w/ a complete stranger...
+ cried during a movie: not that I recall
+ been on stage: Yeh
+ cut your hair: O'course!!!
+ had a crush on a teacher: hell no. most of my teachers were females, and despite what you see, hear, or think... I am not a lesbian ;)

FAVORITE
+ shampoo: iono. shampoo is shampoo. Pert when I'm lazy, Pantene for special occasions? w/e
+ fav color: hot pink (dun ask... like, hi-liter pink), and forest green
+ day/night: Night... o'course you silly!
+ summer/winter: Winter
+ lace or satin: cotton? xP
+ fav movies: Dunno. a movie is a movie
+ fav drink: water or cold milk?
+ person to talk to face to face: EJ and Joanna
+ person to talk to on the phone: EJ, Joanna, Christina
+ person to talk to online: Lol. EJ and Joanna
(and EJ being before Joanna does not mean that I favor her more, or w/e. They're equal)

RIGHT NOW YOU ARE...
+ wearing: pants, shirt, nautica jacket?
+ eating: nothing
+ drinking: nothing
+ listening to: FFX-2 Piano OST

HAVE YOU EVER... IN THE LAST 24 HOURS
+ cried: nope
+ worn jeans: Yeh
+ met someone new online: Been banned from doing that since 6th grade =/
+ done laundry: yeh
+ drove a car: psht. I wish
+ talked on the phone: Haha, yeah. With EJ, Norman, Joanna, Christina, Big David, Marie, my mom and dad

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

+ yourself: nope. finals fucked me over... and my dad's pissed at me
+ your friends: yeh
+ santa claus: nah
+ tooth fairy: nah. she never wanted my cavity-filled teeth =(
+ destiny/fate: iono. ability to change it... sure
+ angels: ehhh, let's not blasphem anyone?
+ ghosts: perhaps... but my only request is that they dont show themselves to me
+ UFO's: I believe in other life... but no green things, or flying saucers

FRIENDS & LIFE
+ do you ever wish you had another name?: nah. Debbie is fine
+ do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: nope [correction: girlfriend(s): yes. bf: no]
+ do you like anyone?: ...hahaha. like I'm dumb enough to say yes and have everyone ask who it is
+ which one of your friends acts the most like you?: iono. EJ, Joanna, and Christina? I tend to make friends w/ ppl like me =)
+ which friend have you known the longest?: well... depends. I lost touch with most of them, considering how I went to a private school with 7 ppl in my 6th grade class =/
+ are you close to any family members?: o'course. I'm w/ my bro 24/7. cant live w/o him
+ who do you go to: w/ problems?: Uhhh... Joanna, EJ, and Megan ^^;;
+ who do you hang around the most?: My friends and Kevin (bro)
+ worst feeling: too many? lol. dunno

OTHERS
+ Keep a diary?: been forever since i wrote in it...
+ Like to cook?: not really. it's a bit of a chore
+ Fold your underwear?: nope. i leave it in the basket, and rummage thru it before takin a shower
+ Talk in your sleep?: i wouldnt know that b/c i'd be asleep
+ Set your watch a few minutes ahead?: nope. i like my time to be exact to the time lady
+ Bite your fingernails?: no. i think it's disgusting, no offense. you have no clue how dirty your fingers get
+ Believe in love?: ...sure?

LAST...
+ Movie you rented?: Troy?
+ Movie you bought?: Last Samurai
+ Movie you watched?: In Good Company
+ Song you listened to?: Zanarkand Ruins (from FFX-2 Piano OST)
+ Song that was stuck in your head?: dunno. been listening to instrumental music lately?
+ Song you've downloaded?: I'm 100% legit. I just leach offa other ppl who dl music (like my bro)
+ CD you bought: Michelle Branch? like... last yr, cuz I had a gift card for Tower Records
+ CD you listened to?: Story of the Year/Greenday
+ Person you've called?: my dad, i think. he was pissed at me
+ Person that's called you?: my dad. whole spectrum thing, heh
+ TV show you've watched?: Sabrina? last fri.
+ Person you were thinking of?: Hahaha. like I would tell you...
+ You wish you could live somewhere else?: uhhhh... iono
+ Others find you attractive?: wtf? what kind of question is this? "last others find you attractive?"
+ You want more piercings?: i'm scared of fainting *cough cough*
+ You want more tattoos?: hell no
+ You drink?: no
+ You do drugs?: *shhhhhhhh i wont tell if you wont ;)
+ You smoke?: nah. i like my lungs just the way they are. xP
+ You like cleaning?: well... i like organization?
+ You like roller coasters?: sure... just not the ones that go straight up and down
+ You write in cursive or print?: both

HAVE YOU...
+ Ever cried over a boy/girl?: uhmmm... quite embarassing... but yes >_<
+ Ever lied to someone?: white lies? iono
+ Ever been in a fist fight?: lol. not that i know of
+ Ever been arrested?: hahaha. no. i'm 100% legit xP
+ Ever been kissed?: nope

NUMBER
+ Of times I have been in love?: iono. define love. well... i'll say... i've liked 4 ppl my whole life. one for each grade. xP ...kinda
+ Of times I have had my heart broken?: ...what you mean by a broken heart? i dont know.
+ Of hearts I have broken?: ...how would i know?
+ Of people I consider my enemies?: ive decided to start over... so none yet?
+ Of CDs that I own?: many?
+ Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: haha. i'm not that famous xP
+ Of things in my past that I regret?: too many to count?

I swear... imma consolidate alla these

DaZE> at my school.. the cop from DARE passed around 3 joints to show everyone... and he said "if i dont get all three of these back this schools getting locked down and everyones getting searched till i find it.." and like 30 minutes later when everyone got to see 'em and they got passed back the cop had 4

...here's some stupidity for you:
frank> can you help me install GTA3?
knightmare> first, shut down all programs you aren't using
frank has quit IRC. (Quit)
knightmare> ...

I'm sorry if this is blasphemy...
[TN]FBMachine> i got kicked out of barnes and noble once for moving all the bibles into the fiction section

...another one

I swear... these are definitely worth reading!!! Go read 'em yourself: bash.org

WiLdSeXyPrInCeSs> i luv guyz where would they be wifout us gals???
XeNoX> Still in the Garden Of Eden you gullible bitch.

...I should consolidate these... eh?

scirDSL> I hated going to weddings. All the grandmas would poke me saying "You're next". They stopped that when I started doing it to them at funerals.

Next one:

xxxGirlygirlxxx> Thank you for listening to me.
xxxGirlygirlxxx> You know your a really good listener.
xxxGirlygirlxxx> Sweety please say something.
Sandaedar> Ok I'm back.

...way too bored... and easily amused

LordChewy> so my dad found my porn folder
LordChewy> and he was getting all pissed
LordChewy> so its all like "does this surprise you? i'm not stupid you know"
LordChewy> "i know dad"
LordChewy> "what do you have to say for yourself?"
LordChewy> at this point i stare at him straight in the eyes and say "C:Documents and SettingsRickyMy Documentsfaxessent faxes"
LordChewy> and he just shut up
kingKahn> what is it?
LordChewy> its his porn folder

...way too easily amused

jeebus> the "bishop" came to our church today
jeebus> he was a fucken impostor
jeebus> never once moved diagonally

I am easily amused...

Th3No0b> Im going to be the next hitler
Th3No0b> Im going to kill all the jews and 1 clown
RageAgainsttheAmish> why the clown
Th3No0b> See? no one cares about the jews
RageAgainsttheAmish> lmao

Stolen from Jeffrey

Eticam> I was in biology class once, and the teacher said there was sugar in sperm
Eticam> And a girl asked why doesn't it taste sweet then
Eticam> When she realised what she said her face became red like a spanked monkey ass
Eticam> Then the teacher said, because you taste sweetness with the front of your tongue, not the part of your tongue back in your throat
Eticam> The girl started crying and left class ^^

I know it sounds disgustin... but, it's funny... in a sick sense

Another Quote

glome> Who stole the cookie from the cookie jar?!
content> glome stole the cookie from the cookie jar!
glome> Who me?!
content> Yes you!
glome> Couldn't be!
content> Then WHO?!!
glome> Woody stole the cookie from the cookie jar!
*** glome has been kicked by DrWoody (fuck you i didn't touch the motherfucking cookie, bitch)

(from bash.org)

Funny

I can't get over this. lmfao. the stupidity!!!

Cthon98> hey, if you type in your pw, it will show as stars
Cthon98> ********* see!
AzureDiamond> hunter2
AzureDiamond> doesnt look like stars to me
Cthon98> *******
Cthon98> thats what I see
AzureDiamond> oh, really?
Cthon98> Absolutely
AzureDiamond> you can go hunter2 my hunter2-ing hunter2
AzureDiamond> haha, does that look funny to you?
Cthon98> lol, yes. See, when YOU type hunter2, it shows to us as *******
AzureDiamond> thats neat, I didnt know IRC did that
Cthon98> yep, no matter how many times you type hunter2, it will show to us as *******
AzureDiamond> awesome!
AzureDiamond> wait, how do you know my pw?
Cthon98> er, I just copy pasted YOUR ******'s and it appears to YOU as hunter2 cause its your pw
AzureDiamond> oh, ok.

Finals!!!

GAHHHH!!! Finals are coming!!! @_@

Uhhh. I just felt the need to update. I never update. Heh. Been looking at those online quiz thingies... decided to do a few questions (for no reason at all):

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Many. Let's see... (not the real reasons) xP
Nov. 5, 04- first time I went to OCCEC, lol
Dec. 9, 04- my dad's b-day
Dec. 17, 04- first time I went to ICCCC, lol
...and still lookin for a church... or, religion in general. =/

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Be nicer to people. And... have better time management.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Hating people. Well... disliking people. Too much hate.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
I'll tell you the songs, look it up for yourself. They do not sum up the year. They sum up who I was over the past year (more like... month or two, but let's not go there)
- The Places You Have Come to Fear the Most (Dashboard Confessional)
- Give Me Novacaine (Greenday)
- Enigma (Trapt)
- Made of Glass (Trapt)
and some others... can't remember. Stuff by Weezer and Modest Mouse? whatever.

New Year's Resolution

Happy New Years!!! May this year be filled with joy, and be as fulfilling as you hope it will be.

7 Things to Accomplish

1. Prioritize. I will do my homework first, then piano, then go on AIM. =D
2. Time management. I will use my time effectively, and stop wasting it.
3. Focus. I will not distract myself.
4. I will become a better person. (less selfish, more giving)
5. I will contribute to my family, and to society.
6. I will practice piano more.
7. I will use computer/AIM/internet/game less.
(8. Get good grades?)

Ahahaha. I will become a better person. =D